How things do change.
I’d been unhappy for quite some time now. I never really knew why, but i forgot what it was like to always be smiling, and to just be excited for life. I started to recently give up on ever finding anyone who cared about me as much as i cared about them, because time after time, I was let down and hurt by anyone I ever got close to. But now, I’ve met a boy who has really changed all that. A boy who wants to spend his time with me, who is the first to send goodnight/goodmorning messages, who takes me out on cute dinner and movie dates and pays, who actually wants to go out of his way to meet my parents and make a good impression. It all seems a little surreal, because i’m not use to anyone actually going out of their way to see me. No-one has ever said the things that he does to me, are ever really cared at all. Although I NEVER want to be one of those girls who dogs out all her friends because she spends all of her time with a boy, i’m ever so grateful i found someone like him. He’s starting to remind me how to actually be happy once again :) life is good.
